Gone

Isz it bad that i dont believe i could ever feel sorry for the father i have?
They tell me the way i think about him will pasz.
He says he loves me and that he really cares.
But the truth of the matter is he's never really there.
He says he cant tend to my every want and need.
But all i need to kno is that his love is guaranteed.
He alwaysz complains when i do something bad.
But forgets to appreciate what i do to make him glad.
Im sitting in the dentist as these thaughts fill my head.
Will life go on the same if my father is pronounced dead?
all i would lose is the man who cuts the lawn.
In all it would feel like nothings really gone.

So i look to my father who reigns up above.
Because he i know, can provide unconditional love.
Throught the thick and the thin, hes been by my side.
When i did wrong, there was no need for me to hide.
He is always forgiving and gives advice the best.
I can count on hym to relive my stresz.
I didnt believe in hym until i was about to fall.
Then he gave me the strength so that i could stand tall.
After the day that i confessed all my sins.
I truly tried my best to live my life for him.
Every day that we live from dusk till done,
I'll do the what i kno is right kusz he'll never be gone