Saturday, May 30, 2009

First Love

Inspired by Joe: Feel For You & my first love!!
Just some old thaughts


I use to think that love only happened in the movies.
Never thaught that it would happen to me.
But it did, i was wrong, and it caught me by surprise.
I was filled with joy the moment i looked into your eyes.
When you came into my life you changed me for the good.
You had me doing things that i never thaught i could.
There wasnt a day that went by without a smile on my face.
And now i feel that your love can never be replaced.
I still remember two years ago when we first met.
You had a pocket full of condoms and cigarettes.
I quickly told myself that you were not the one for me.
But we talked and i found that your mind was deeper than the sea.
As time passed by you slowly began to change.
The i knew that to you, love was no game.
You first captured my mind and then my soul.
Then i realized that you were the piece that made me whole.
But at the time i blocked of emotions that led to love.
Then you looked me in my eyes and asked me what i was scared of.
I told you that it was that had me scared.
A broken heart was something i wouldnt be able to bare.
You took my hands and said that i was all you'd been looking for.
You said that i was the one that you adored.
At that time you captured the key to my heart.
Then our love began to climb the charts.
But i knew sooner or later our love would fade.
And that thaught left me very afraid.
Just as i thaught we started talking less and less.
You made occasional visits to my address.
The love we had has never been the same.
We made fire but someone blew out the flame.
Now all we have is a loving friendship.
You claim you dont know how you let me slip.
When you left i felt my heart crack into a million pieces.
Now the love i have to give continuously decreases.
I wish i could just erase you from my life and my mind.
But everytime i try and move on i seem to rewind.
No matter how hard i try your something i cant get rid off.
But now i understand that its because you were my FIRST LOVE

Factual

Wrote this a while back...
Sitting in the car,
thaughts racing through my head.
I wish you were here,
laying with me in my bed.
Every day My feeling for you,
seem to grow deeper and stronger.
And i just cant seem,
to keep my feeling inside any longer.
I can hardly find the words to say,
that forever in my heart you will stay.
I have never loved anyone,
the way that i love you.'
Im here to make,
all your dreams come true. ;p
I had no expectation,
of me loving you this much.
The only thing i have now,
is the need for your touch.
Your always on my mind,
and its driving me insane!
I only hope that
this love doesnt turn to pain.
I have been hurt so many times,
That now it just feel natural.
But im truly on a search for,
a love that is factual.